Birthdays!Twas rather fun.
Despite a particularly crappy day at school, twas sweet once we'd gone out.
Great fun.
And now I'm in love with that Stoli Razberi stuff =]
I failed.I know what you think, I'm a failure. Insane. My head's all wrong, And it's all my fault. I'm a disgrace So don't let me out. Another embarrassment. You can't understand. Never have. Never will. One tabletI failed.
To take me through the day. One more for the nights I spend awake. All while you look at me. Pity me. Despise me. I failed again. I am a disgrace.
Poor girl.Pity yourself, I knew you would, Because feeling bad is starting to look good. Hate yourself, like you always do, I wonder what would happen, if only you knew. Happiness is just no fun, Life's only good when you're staring at a gun. People watch you when you're down, So you cry while you walk around town. Nobody's interested by a smile, But sadness never goes out of style. Don't mind us, honey, cry, Tell us all you want to die. Just remember that we can see, Don't expect our sympathy.Poor girl.
dufus
84. Out ColdTaking medication after medication Seeking numbness for this pain Milligram after milligram shoved in my mouth No concern for my health at all.84. Out Cold
Lying there breathing Short breaths that come out slowly I suck in cold air and suddenly become numb. Happy at last I sleep solemnly.
Out cold I dream of dreams that are far too scary Dreams you couldn’t even imagine could be imagined. Waking up in cold sweats and feeling once more I go for the medicine cabinet, to ease this everlasting feeling once again.
83. HealingHealing slowly Time passes slower I begin to eat83. Healing
Scars become faded And I finally feel happy again.
The tough times are gone No more worry or sorrow But still a little emotion Is kept deeply burrowed Never to see the light of day again.
I’m healing from the words I’m healing from the broken heart Feeling peace for once is the best feeling in the world I can now look at razors and not be dared to cut I’m still learning to eat and not freak about my weight.
Time is passing slowly
But my healing is for a lifetime
the end
Joy
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...It was a lie when they smiled and said you won't feel a thing...
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...It was a lie when they smiled and said you won't feel a thing...
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...It was a lie when they smiled and said you won't feel a thing...
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A world that sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back and let's shout out loud and clear
Defiant to the end we hear the call
we carry on..
MCR WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE
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Staring Down Eternity!
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...It was a lie when they smiled and said you won't feel a thing...
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